The Vow Movie Trailer Official (HD)

Wanted to watch this movie with my LOVED ONE~~~ (^_~)

On New Year's Eve

The last day of 2011 and welcoming 2012 with free heart and soul.... Normally during new year's eve, i usually sit by myself and reflect back on the things that i've done and accomplished so far...But for this time i gathered with my family...we all comfortably enjoy the last night of the year together, having dinner and midnight walk~~now how romantic is that?? Well actually tak la romantic sangat sebab everywhere and anytime we take a walk together, rase cam rombongan pun ade...hehe ^____^ because i have a total number of 6 siblings then plus my parents and plus my maid...so we make a total of 9 person walking together....hehe macam mini gathering kan? Well this is my family...

Even though i am with my family at that time, cherishing every moments with joy but my heart still bled because of someone, and as usual that night i did some reflection on myself...YES, i have indeed changed from what i am in 2010. 

• Now i add one more year to my age, progressing further in my studies
• I have my own car, my baby SUZUKI SWIFT SPORT (i named her Snow)
• Keeping all my promises
• be good to my family
• Always be there for my best friends (well not literally, but technically; i did fought with one of my besties but we made up to one another)
• Falling in love
• Keeping the love blooms
• hiding my deep secrets....
• etc 1000x

hehe so far the progress that i reflected throughout year 2011 is all okay~~ but until the month of December, something had happened to me...i think my dear readers know right? December is the toughest month for me in year 2011....until now my heart still bleeds....hurm... 2011 is fading away~~~

Now i don't know whether i should look forward for 2012 brightly or not. Just not sure of the things that are coming.....ouh~~~

Even though it is already quite late, but because we are still in January i would like to wish all of you Happy New Year 2012, and let us welcome this year with our heart opens.....HELLO 2012 ^____^

The Only Exception

Tribute to MAHIR

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Thorn in between me...

Now i'm onlining using other people's lappy, i miss my cute little lappy..i don't need to type broad because my lappy is only 10 inch compared to this 16 inch! hehe ^_^ What am i going to post for today? Well as we all know, all ipta's student is currently facing their final examination period

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY PEERS WHOM CURRENTLY FACING THEIR FINAL EXAMS!! FIGHTING!

 remarkably this time i felt no mood at all to study...it is not like i am torn between to study or not to study but i am indeed don't want to study at all..OH NO~! NO NO NO NO....

Hehe actually wanted to share with you all something...For a long time i felt that there is a thorn in between my heart...luckily someone arrived into my life and the thorn was gone..but now it is here again, prickling deeply inside my heart and left me bleeding from inside...oh it hurts...it hurts~! *sobs*

 Somehow, people can't see that i'm suffering, i must swallow it all inside me...I must cloud all my true feelings inside and protect it from being known by others by keep smiling and be cheerful at all times...haish being yukie is not an easy task..Now i keep holding on, waiting for the answer to come or perhaps my time will arrive before i even know the answer...nobody will be held responsible to what happens to me...remember that...i know you are reading...hahahahaha (^_~) *spooky mood~!*

Lately i love to write poems, to express my deep feelings...well enjoy:

My knees start to shake

when you are in sight,

my minds filled with wonder

my heart with fright.

when will this feeling stop, 

when did it start 

how can I listen to my mind

without breaking my heart.

I am so confused, 

what should I do? 

I can't think of anything 

except of you.

Shouldn't ignore you 

 just give it time

I can't think straight 

my heart controls my mind.

I Say, I Love You...

Every time I say I love you...

I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and 

that I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you 

and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Deep in my heart...:::....

Sometimes there are some stuff that you keep in your head, it will blends with your thoughts....

And again it will raise questions and pondering about this and that...

Well i take a deep breath and answer the questions with my heart...

Because for me when you unconsciously answers your thoughts...

That is the truest and most meaningful answer because you know your heart's desire...

Without anyone to interrupt your answers...

My advice is  be true to your heart...

You need to be true to yourself everyday and always ^__^

If you are asking if i NEED YOU,

The answer is FOREVER....

If you are asking if i will ever LEAVE YOU,

The answer is NEVER....

If you are asking if what I VALUE,

The answer is YOU....

If you are asking if I LOVE YOU,

The answer is I DO....

P/s: It is not easy to be true to one's self...but do try, cause you'll never know what the outcomes will be...indeed it will surprises you though....

Dampening eyes of me~~

FOR YOU "MAHIR"

I have shed my tears long enough

I have restless nights long enough

Why is all this happens to me?

Am i not being destined to be happy?

The answer might be true...

And i am alone inside

The hollowness once filled with you

Now it is hollow once again

Without you i'm LOST

Without you it is better for me to go away

DIE

Leaving this world at peace once and for all


You promised to make me happy
SHATTERED
You asked me to wake up
SHOULDN'T
You said you loved me
.......
*sigh*


Last night i thought i was the luckiest girl in the world
When you said how beautiful i am to your eyes
We cried out of joy for one another
And yet cried together out of the bitterness
You said that we shall never be apart
You will never leave me
And i must never leave you
You are my soul and i am yours
Is it just simply words?
Coz i couldn't comprehend the feelings it brought with...

there are some you can't let go of
the ones whom you shed a tear for
when they travel away from you
those are the ones you feel you love

then there are some that you hate to see go
but hold back your dampening eyes
when they part from your side
these are the ones you know you love

Liza Hanim- Merawat Luka Terpendam

Lately ku banyak merasakan diriku disakiti...dihimpiti...dipijak...dibuang...ditinggal...haish2...kalau nak list banyak sangat...Ape2 pun lirik lagu kat bawah ni sangat menyentuh perasaan yuki...lirik lagu ni seakan-akan melambangkan apa yg ade dalam hati yuki ni......

Merawat luka yang terpendam

Kesannya masih berdarah

Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih

Yang telah terjadi padaku

Pasrah aku terima

(Korus)

Kau hujankan penghinaan

Aku renjis kesabaran

Aku curah pertanyaan

Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba

Dalam ribut ada hina

Dalam tenang ada sabar

Dalam tangis sendirian

Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba

Bukan ku mengundang bencana

Juga tak ku menabur dosa

Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan

Dugaan menimpa diriku

Rela aku terima

(Ulang korus)

Wedding dress dilemma...

Nowadays when i opened my social network websites..here and there people are talking about Bella Swan's @ Bella Cullen's wedding dress in the movie Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn.. I have yet to watch the movie because am now so busy with all the schedules, assignments, presentations, oral tests, quizzes and etc2..because now we only have less than two weeks left before the final exam of the semester begins!

As i am intrigued by the subject matter...i tried to Google the wedding dress picture...and the result is very impressive..It is a very highly sophisticated wedding dress... 100% Good Job for the Costume Department of the Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn movie...*clap clap clap* ^____^

So here are the pictures...p/s: there's so many different version appear when i Googled it, so i don't know which is the one that is being portrayed in the movie...so i'm just guessing and choose the most elegant ones....

Woooowww this one totally looks like high class, elegant and sophisticated dress...hmmm....

This one looks simple and naive..yet very pretty...